Dancing in the Rain...

At last, a little of that me time that I crave these days. It has been an overwhelming week between work and play, I must say the universe has been especially generous.  Perhaps it's the extra room being made as I have continued to let go of the things that have tied up space in my heart and mind.  Between the weekend and another week full of surprises, I'm beginning to see the things I've wished or manifesting themselves... 

Between an amazing few dates last weekend, a week full of friends and spontaneous fun, I even received a call from Matt, someone I'd me a year and a half ago. We have been great friends, and have labelled each other our "best dinner date". Matt always plans a night to take me to dinner while in the city. Lately he has not had reason to be here so it's been. Few months. Which never seems like an issue. Lately he has been in touch almost daily, although he had no upcoming plans to be in the city.  The other day he asked me to pick a day of him t fly up and take me to dinner next week. Here's a busy guy who travels the world but can still make a date... I like it.  Should be an interesting week ahead.

Ben whom I spent a good night with last weekend has been in touch all week. It almost seems ironic... I am in my groove and happy with the way my life is right now. Just 3 months ago, all I wanted was to give my all to the person who had touched my heart the deepest, he didn't want it. It was the mere thought of that very rejection that prevented me from really being me. Yet, I am more stable and happy now then ever. I finally spoke my truth and let go of all the things I was afraid to say. Suddenly, my truth seems to be pouring out in every area of my life, and, amazing things are happening... I wouldn't have believed anyone who would have told me I wasn't being me, until now.  

Before I was waiting for the storm to pass, now I think I'm finally learning to dance in the rain...what a refreshing experience.