All or Nothing... must have been another signal!

I've just come out of one of the most liberating weeks of my life. Tying the final string to put my marriage behind me had an effect I couldn't have imagined...  At first it was utter nothing... a blank feeling. Almost lost. The one thing plagued my mind for so many years was gone. I sat with and thought... "Ok... now what?".

The next day, I felt like I weighed 100lbs less.. I was floating! Work was busy, and I felt excited, swept up in the pace, full of hope and optimism. Although more alone than I've ever been in terms of an intimate relationship in my life, I have never felt my life was more full, rich and complete. I couldn't help but overflow with love and warmth for the many friends that stood beside me over the past 2 years. I had to pay that feeling forward, and be sure to tell each one how much they meant to me. The weeks ahead have quickly filled up with plans to spend time with friends. 

Then it happened... Friday (yesterday) with plans to host girls night, I skipped through the day in the best mood I can ever remember. Excited to spend some quality downtime with my besties. Before I knew it... one by one... I heard from the men in my life.  Jason who lives in the USA and has been MIA since Vegas sent a random note asking when I would come visit for the weekend... SO out of the blue!  Aaron, who has at least been consistent for a week continued to call and text. Then the shocker, Chris wanted to know my plans for the weekend. 

And there it is... all or nothing... it seems the second you let it go, and stop worrying about things, they just happen on their own and in ways you never imagined.  The best part... I'm in such a good place, my only desire for today is just to sit back and see how this all plays out... or what else life has in store.

A brilliant quote that truly gives hope to despair:

"Sometimes things fall apart so that better things can fall together" ~ M. Monroe

So I'm just going to roll with it for a while...