Can you remember a time when something that plagued you for a very long time suddenly lifted??? The feeling is sureal... undescribably. For me, it truly is the first day of the rest of my life...
Not sure what it all means... I'm in a good place... just not sure I've ever been here before!!! For the first time in my life, I'm free :). Utterly and completely freeeeeee. Responsible to and for just me! For those of you who have been through it, the paperwork for my divorce was finally filed, and moving forward there is nothing tying me to my history.
My only job today is to get ready for the rest of my life :) And for the first time... there is nothing to be planned, nothing counted on that can lead to disappointment... the only thing awaiting are whatever surprises life has in store for me... and at the moment, I'm just ready and excited to see what that is!
As far as where things are... CHRIS is a mystery, AARON is just coming alive, JASON is back in his own world and I am just fine on my own for the time being!!! Tonight, I'm done figuring it out.
Just can't wait to see what tomorrow holds... the first day of the rest of my life! Can't wait...
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